Honestly I'm glad you had the courage to break up with me. The waves of tears finally washed the dirt out of my eyes so I could see

See the impacts I was having on you, see how I could spit your kindness back in your face. Regardless of how I was raised or the decisions I've made, you never deserved a partner as terrible as I was being, so it's no wonder you have doubts of my love or affection.

Anshyka Dhanda, you are in everything I see, you are there always with me. I can smell your hair in the breeze outside a Chick-fil-a, hear your laughter in the bird's meeps, see the beauty of your face in every falling snowflake.

Whenever you're feeling a demon of doubt crawl into your brain if Cody loves you, I want you to come to the sound board and press the buttons like bubble wrap. Each word, each phrase, each sound spoken with love, is a reminder of just one of millions of happy memories I have with you and the light you've shined on the shrine of our love